I’m going through something today.
Something that deals with emotional blackmail, fear of the future, fear of life itself. I wanted to get into details and just blurt it out there but it was emotionally exhausting for my part.
I try to distract myself by going on social media, which is A L W A Y S A B A D I D E A because I tend to compare my situation versus other people’s activities.
I know some people in real life with real-life troubles and yet they have better photos to post, even if they are faking it. They find better activities to do (or rather to escape to) compared to me.
Why are some people so good at faking it?
Anyway, I found these today:
I feel like I’m desperately trying to grasp hope. Last Sunday’s mass was about dealing with fear, but sometimes, or often times I get frozen. I know that there are some things I cannot control, but I just can’t seem to let go. I can’t help but be scared.